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I should probably start with January. That was when my weak excuse of an "attempt" to better myself began.
And as I read through the pages Iapos;d scribbled lazily and oh-so-emotionally upon almost a year ago, I truly and fully (for the first time ever) really experienced the "Oh my god, Iapos;m such a fucking idiot" feeling....I mean, I have lamily claimed to have felt it before, but....Damn, Iapos;m stupid
So I should start with January, and not because "Oh, well you see folks, thatapos;s when my definition of living hell began", no, I canapos;t actually remember the beginning part....And this isnapos;t really meant for anybody except for me...And if somebody ever accidently stumbles upon it, well....maybe they get one of those "Holy shit, there are some real fucking idiots breeding in this world" experience.....
And then the circle wouldapos;ve been...filled. And my "purpose"...well, I canapos;t say it wouldapos;ve gotten fulfilled, I donapos;t believe in me actually having a person.
I donapos;t believe in anything. Iapos;m still at "Square fucking uno", nothing has fucking changed.�

And thatapos;s why Iapos;m shamelessly (or fully, I dunno?), and...desperately..face my narcissistic true self. My human nature.

Myself.

For I am a slave....of everything else, just so I can pretend that I donapos;t exist for a while. To make things simpler temporarily.

Brothers and sisters and all the mumblers in my brain, youapos;re standing face to virtual face with a professionally failed Escapist.

Her parachute didnapos;t shoot.



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